星期六, 四月 21, 2007
To think that my happiness can be found in someone else was the most stupidest thing I ever did.. I was damn wrong. I pinned too much hope in finding happiness in that someone who turn out in the end just another passerby in my life.. Ha.. what a joke I was to the world then.. little did I realise that I have nothing in this real world to offer the someone to exchange for happiness and when I got rejected handsdown, it finally dawn on me that happiness actually comes with a price. That price I'm talking about is your market value to the real world. (i'm some1 with a kids,who would really be able to accept..i myself know the answer )
Now I know.. happy endings only happen in fairytales.
Sad but true.. I am living in the real world now.. Dark and cold, harsh and ruthless, uncompassionate and practical.. I have to learn my ways in here.. feel my way around.. carrying on my pursuit of my happiness.. don't know when will I find it and embrace it with tears of joy?
I don't know at all.. but I am not giving up that easily just yet..
Loving you...;
2:33 下午
After disappearing for sometime, mi back to blogging again..
2 months passes in a flash,
the innocent n beauty in a r/s seen so far to reach..
After being hurt again n again,i start to lose confidence in r/s
WAT IS LOVE?Love is not wat i use to think,its not tat simple.
Love hurts.. alot alot .. so hurt tat no words can describe..
20-04-07i feels like my future is in shambles.
I panicking and wants to beg for him back, and will do anything to make things right.
But no matter how hard i tries,
he can't get back to that little spot of sunlight where he felt so comfortable and safe.
must i forget him,
not as easy as it sounds..
Loving you...;
2:10 下午
